I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Sorry it has been so long.

I just really don't want school to start. But I mean I guess I'm ready for my senior year. I'm really tired of doing things wrong.With the new year I'm going to change.

1. I'm going to work out and be skinny again.
2. I'm going to grow my hair out long again.
3. I'm going to do what I want.
4. I'm not going to try and be accepted.
   
5. I'm going to do everything the best I can.
6. I'm going to have fun.
7. I'm not going to be shy.

I should really add not procrastinate to the list... but I don't think that goal is achievable.

I made competition band which is cool, but very over-rated. I love how for the past 3 years Jabba's has always made a big spill about house trophies don't matter and the other day during practice he was all about winning and saying that we aren't working to win and we should be. Sciencehill unfairly beats us once and he freaks out. Honestly, who cares? I know I don't. I want to play, and I want to go on trips. That's about it. Trophies shouldn't really matter to us anyways, it's not like we get to take them home and show them off.

Please pray for my mom while she's going through chemo.
They wouldn't like what I've become.